More disappointment

My cycle started again. As if that wasn't enough disappointment, I get hit with more.

For some reason, my drs. office failed to return my call about my new cycle in a timely matter. This resulted in them calling after I sent an email wondering why they did not return my call. Being that it was already cd 6, the dr decided that it would be too late to start clomid. I am to call when my period starts again.

So, this cycle is all natural. It doesn't seem fair. Haven't I "waited" long enough? I've been through enough that I don't really think them adding to it helps emotionally & mentally. I'm very frustrated & very disappointed with the drs. office right now.

I'm sure this comes across as bitter/harsh/whatever you want to call it. I'm trying to keep it honest & real. It's how I feel right now, so I write it how it feels.

I know, it's possible we could become pregnant naturally. I honestly don't have high hopes though.