I had my follow up appt. with the hematologist yesterday. All of the blood work came back normal. So, I am still left without any answers as to why my body keeps rejecting pregnancies. That's what makes this so frustrating. Not that people who have a grim diagnosis have it better, but I'd rather have a reason than just be told it's a string of bad luck. At least if I had a reason, I would have more direction on what I need to do, different medications, surrogacy, or adoption, etc. I just feel like I need to find a reason. I cannot just accept that this is bad luck. Yes, I do think we will have more children, I see it. I just don't know how it will come to that.
So, I am 11dpo today. All of my tests have been BFN's. I didn't feel that this would be "the" cycle. But I really think that my body is almost regulated enough to get pregnant again. So, if not this month, I think next month will be it for us. AF isn't here, it's not over until she shows. I've had late BFP's in the past.
Here is a funny link my friend, Kelly posted on our board. This is exactly how it works every month, the author hit the nail on the head : http://blog.attainfertility.com/2011/08/pregnancy-test-obsession/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=post&utm_campaign=attain